Words for Days
01–17–21 Sunday 0120am
words.. today I am less effective on how I want to use them. My mind is preoccupied with turmoil on a very emotional level. Im sad. And although I know I can control ultimately myself. When the emotion of sadness is felt- its so extremely physical and exhausting. Draining. Things truly feel a bit more drab. Therefor… Words- Im less effective today. SOOOOOO
I dance
I dance as if everyone and noone is watching.
Ok so mission-
the job I did want and was rejected from is now like- well I knew it was awesome… but now its like- pssshhhh
So Im going to practice writing my letter- k? Ok here goes
Hey you Eric!
is that to much? Yea, probably.
I want a job. I really tried hard to impress you. My old CEO even gave you my information. So my question is… any advice? I keep thinking about what is the proper way to ask this question. The only thing that keeps coming to my head is… ask you.
Ok. So thats not going to work. I want to be in love- but I fail
why? My ex husband has ruined me
I cant wait to make money and fix hsit
yea
you got the point
word
swords
words
all for the day
the night
the evening
auto pilot
really
trly
you know it to
too
spell check
you dont type like this
do you think like this
hello
I am your consciencous-scienous
ya know what i mean
Im in love
Im in lust
Ive been in lust since I was 6
what a weird natural feeling
bad and good at the same time
from such a young age we know shame
and there starts our life long struggle with it
for some- not all
gah
I lost another friend
I saw the signs- honestly- I did
but Im just lonely
honestly
I know- Ill know the person when I meet him
but this time
he was my best friend
he won
when I read our conversations… I see now- I never really was his
if anything.. I — yea nevermind- looking back. I shoulda saw that one coming too. ugh
what are you going to do, right?
lessons
….
and all that, that entails.
to be continued….
These are the Words for todays, Sunday. Words for Days.
Nope
More stuff
Found a word for the day
ROADKILL
Roadkill is so suiting for today.
My best friend hit me with a semi and instead of shooting me and putting me outta my misery has left me injured, bleeding and dying slowly. He pulp Fictioned my ass. IWoops- kill bill
i invoke light.
Night
